Wednesday, July 14, 2010

Still here.

Just thought I'd put a little down because I haven't in awhile. I've been doing rather well. Last week I did a lot of studying and felt a little more confident about the VTS test. This week I've only looked at a small amount. I know that I need to spend more time doing the studying thing, I just find myself having a hard time with knowing which direction to take. I think that I'm going to review that topics that I feel a bit more confident about so that perhaps I will feel more confident in general.
On a completely different topic, I have this stupid cat bite on my thumb that doesn't want to heal. I've done 2 courses of antibiotics, but it's still bothering me. The MD thinks that it's just bruised underneath and I should just give it a little more time. I really hope it doesn't turn into a big deal.
So mentally I've doing OK. I'm torn and sad about not being in touch with my 2 closest friends. I'm trying to give them some space to deal with whatever. I'm just trying to focus on things that I have going on. I think that my sadness comes from valid feelings and not from some chemical reaction going on in my brain. I have been a bit jittery lately. I think it's because I have so much in my head that I need to get done and it's hard for me to prioritize. I just need to make sure that I stop with this staying up really late on my days off thing that I've been doing. I'm actually going to head to bed right now. I'll catch on the flip side.